"u won't be home for raya?"

i can almost see the disappointment in his eyes

definitely hear n felt it in my heart

wat menguris hati more is wat he said next

"ala...kite nk raya ngn kakak, igtkn kakak balik raya ni"

how can i explain dat it would take more than a day to reach home on flight n another almost cad2000? or that there's no holiday for raya here? or the fact that i just been home for the past two months?

it's only few weeks since we last wave each other au revoir at the airport

n he's already asking when the next time he'll be seeing me

well dear, it's gonna be some time till we next see each other

the 2 months wasn't enuf for me or for u

i sure didn't pick on u enuf...sorry about that but dats wat the youngest for

i promise u will see me soon

n mayb in a yr or two we'll be celebrating raya together again

the whole family, with everyone

about a boy

this is wat my super mengarut bro up to



missing everyone soooo much!

his proud day

my dear bro finally finished his diploma!



he graduated the top of his class *proud*



the whole family sans the third and fourth bro were there
even nenek and ayah tok also there
*lil sis acted up so not in pic n i'm the photographer*



me n him



bdak kecik perasan grad jugak

p/s: saya sempat merase lemang Kijal before blk Canada
*heppi*

red hot alert!

look at wat i got today!



it's for my bro *lucky boy!* but for now, i'm gonna use it first
n to make worth of my money this shall be my slavery device
the next time i need my bro to do sumthing i will go like this
"i already brought u psp, now go do this and this"
*evil laugh*

now dat i godek2 it a bit
dh jatuh cinta la plak
how lah? i'm suppose to get this for him
initially i nvr thought to buy one for me cos it has to many button to tekan2 when playing the game, i nvr master the similar ps2 during the long holidays before
but now, i find it not so bad la
oh well, i can always bg pinjam n then take it back
my money wat?
*evil laugh*

yes, i'm a nice but evil big sister

mum's the world

we dun always see eye to eye
but i recognize u making the efforts so i do too
and i always know dat there's no greater love than urs

thank you UMMI for being there when i need you
for bringing me to this world and teach me lessons no textbook can
for the guidance and warmth no one else could ever surpassed

sorry for all the words and actions from me that hurt u

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

why am i not suprised?

all are aware n well-versed in wat happened yesterday in my beloved homeland
*pardon the time difference here, i'm still living my sunday when u folks in Malaysia alreadi hit by monday blues :p*
BIG BIG upsets

Kelantan was no suprise
i mean come on, Dr M for 20 yrs tried n fail, how would Pak Lah be any different?
clearly the Islam Hadhari thing is not working, Kelantanese knows better i must say
Penang was no suprise either some says
if ppl r tired of the old fellow, it beginning to sounds like Trg back in '99 GE
and Opposition finally got their Kedah
Selangor and Perak? i'm sure they didn't see dat one coming
no 2/3 majority this time
more bickering in Parliament perhaps?
that should be interesting
but dat beloved son-in-law wins and mark Bulat's word
he's gonna be a Menteri soon
*rosak rosak*

CONGRATULATIONS MALAYSIANS
for you all have make ur voice heard!
~i dun vote so i shouldn't be talking much but i am so damn proud of my fellow Malaysian today~
dat should be one LOUD wake up call for the gov
and for the Opposition
this is not the time to boast on ur winnings
it's the start of a hard n true work for the ppl
or the history of 2004 GE repeats itself again
i called my dad n we were on this topic n he commented on Dr. M asking Pak Lah to be responsible on the fat lost by stepping down and i say "whose the successor then?his deputy kah?hancusssss....."
*matila kena tangkap msk ISA la pasni*

let me be clear that i am not supporting any sides here
i like the pre GE gov
they have done well in administering Malaysia
they even pay for my studies here
but it is good to have more opposing voices so dat they r being kept in check
i like the idea of them mentadbir but without 2/3 majority
this is hopefully be a good change
we'll see

on the side notes
a dear fren from my fantastic college yrs is getting a MRS title today!
the 1st from our class...
to Fiza n husband
CONGRATULATIONS!
semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu n beyond~
wedding gifts from me n Zaki wait ah
p/s:seb baik x jd guna black ink mase GE...cantik inai ko kawen nges nges nges

on the other side notes
my nenek sedara passed away yesterday (08/03/08) after months in coma from what i suspect diabetic induced
she had several surgeries since admission but her diabetes complicated everything
my datuk sedara (her husband) decided DNR for her after her heart stops twice last month
may her soul be with the ones He loves
Al-Fatihah

Al-Fatihah too to my other college fren's father who passed away last week and my jr's father who passed away last month

in da far far away land

so i heard dat the Parliment is dissolved n General Election should ensue within 60 days
i guess by now all the bridges n trees n lamp posts fall victim to bulan n dacing n roket n wat else flags n all those kutuk mengutuk banner erected on every surface available

well, i can't say much since as eligible as i am
the one responsibility dat come with turning 21 few years back slipped rite thru my mind
but i am sure there's sumone or two who mysteriously cast a vote on my behalf
politic just not my thang i must say

few things i fondly remember from GE growing up is how much kertas conteng me n my frens got from the small flags n banners
not forgetting the stunt my mum pulls every GE
she says she won't go back to vote but by 10 am we were all kerah-ed to get ready to balik kampung
*head shaking*
well, grandma couldn't afford to lose another vote for her party, couldn't she?
but i like the day trip balik kampung on GE, dunno why :)
ouh, when i was small, in my dad's village got another party called Semangat 46 which was dissolved sumtime when i was in secondary school, i kinda like their flag
i remember how my uncle would marah-marah my cousins for bringing home the opponent's flag
i clearly recall his words
"ni ape dacing2 nih, bulan jer boleh naik umah ni!"

well, this coming March 8 i shall miss my 1st election
to others, pangkah la mane yang patut

eid of sacrifice

as it has been all my life
eid of sacrifice has always been celebrated
more meriahly than eid of fasting
-eid of sacrifice is celebrated in remembrance
of Prophet Ibrahim who abide by Allah's order
to sacrifice his own son, Prophet Ismail-
maybe because of the annual sembelih
seriesly dats the most exciting part
while some cringe at the sight of the blood spurting out
n the animal fighting for its last breath
i just watch with impassive face n aweness of a innocent child
not dat i dun fell sorry for the cow
but i know it doesn't suffer much due to the way it's throat was slit
and this mindset of mine where meat is food
how can u get meat if u tak sembelih the cow kan?
it's like one of the purpose of why Allah created cow
on this muka bumi, isn't it?
i have always love tis day bcoz i can eat
all the meat cooked in everyway imaginable
*droooolsss*
sup tulang, daging bakar, daging goreng, kerabu perut with sambal cicah, sup gearbox with dat soft, jelly like bone marrow, peparu goreng berlada, roti cicah kari daging
*double droooooolsssssss*
i can't remember the last time i'm celebrating it at my grandparent's hse
IMU have tis way of putting my finals during dat time of festivities plus Selangor n Kl only take a day off as oppose of Kelantan and Terengganu
n tis year, apart from being half the world away
i'll be celebrating eid of sacrifice with a day tour to Quebec City
how i sorely wish i am in Kelantan now =(

~SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA~

Bonne Fete Naqib!

woi pegi daftar pengundi woi
dh cukup umur dahhhhhhh
hahaha
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!
dear dear brother of mine



XOXO

introducing....

guess who's da new baby in da haus?!!!!




with zealous penchant for anything n everything dat moves n doesn't
plus extreme weirdness foot fetish
schooo cute!!!



coreng
~boboy's partner-in-crime~



the wet-ear-kittens-->prey of da two vicious predators

proud day

finally!



after 5 semesters of 'membanting tulang 4 kerat, memerah keringat'
*chewahhh*
a certificate of completion of Phase I, MBBS



proud dat i made 'em proud..thx a lot for all da support esp financial hehe



me n munie all decked in our finest courtesy of pu3!



hausmet minus pu3...wish u r ere mate!missin' u lots n lots







couldn't have done it without u guys (including all those not in pics n not attending also)
M204 rox!



aku juga merinduimu n da sucking life in bj
thanks nana for being there for me thru thick n thin
luv ya!



tribute to my best fren whose there for the last couple of years
thanks ice
words can't say how thankful i am to have you as fren

as said, all good things must come to an end..and all that's well, ends wells...and guys, lets make this ending a new beginning to a wonderful adventure in life n a lasting frenship at dat too

the land below the wind adventures

me, me mum n me dad are going on a trip to....lalalala....kota kinabalu, sabah...juz da three of us plus a bunch of me mum school teachers n students...this is our lil adventures (mmg adventurous lil trip pon!)

may 1, 2007
i have to wake up super early to catch a morn flight to kl and then an afternoon flight to kk.tis is my first flight from kl to anywhere else (jakun #1-slamer ni naik kapal terbang kl-trg, trg-kl jer). 2 hours on board feels like eternity (jakun #2-slamer ni naik sejam jer, x smpat nk pns punggung pon). by the time we landed at kkia, it's getting dark already (br kul 6 padahal) n a bit tired. later that nite, went to psr mlm to have dinner-nasi lauk ikan bakar cicah air asam versi sbh nyumnyumnyum

may 2, 2007
today is shopppinggggggg day!!!!!hurrayyyyyy!me mum n me n me dad of course-sape nk byr kalu me dad x ikut-spend the whole day at filipino craft market at downtown.crystals n pearls n crystal n pearls...haha..makes me hepi...

may 3, 2007
breakfast of nasi lemak at 630 am (jakun #3-dat early?amazingness btul heheh) then off to mount kinabalu-act, dat's da whole trip about-it's breathtakingly beautiful (totally love at first sight)

well, i didn't exactly scale the mountain (mkn tido jerr for da past few months, stamina mmg hampeh) but i did went up a 1500 feet or so-passing the carson fall-..mayb next time.

in da afternoon, we went to ranau, fames for da hot spring...i didn't bring my bathing suit so just rendam kaki...it's freakingly hot but nice...

a lil detour to pekan ranau b4 heading back to the mountain feet where we stay for da nite...

may4, 2007
no shower for me today, it's 18 degrees there, freaking cold.i sleep with my sweater n socks on, hugging me mum n covered in 2 blankets (how am i ever gonna survive calgary?). we went back to kk city, leaving behind those who conquer the peak (jelesnyer..tu la, sape suh x prektis...). stopped by pekan nabalu for a lil souvenier and pretty pics. they have this menara to take pic of mount kinabalu at a beautiful angle.

another round of shopping at craft market in the afternoon (hehe shopping lagih....) then a dinner wit sum VIP i-dun-care-who-u-r...

may5, 2007
last day on the land below da wind. lil detour to da fruit market next to craft market to buy some local goodies. met a nice, old japanese couple on hols buying buah salak...reach kl in da afternoon, connecting flight to kt in about 8 hours away...huhu...i think i've scour every nook n inches of lcct, kl passing my time. when it time to check-in, i was so relieved dat my boredom is finally over. huge suprise when we boarding, first the flight is delayed sbb kapal terbang x smpai2, then it was cancelled (wtf?)...haha some stupid contractor doing upgrading works on trg airport cut the wrong cabel n the freaking runway doesn't have lights n we can't land!!! (yup, i was among the unfortunates who got stuck in kl, couldn't fly back to trg). well, at least i get he chance to stay the nite at concorde inn, klia.what a day!

may 6, 2007
up at 4 am, breakfast at 5 am, flight at 7 am....never, ever take a morning flight, ever, again...so early!!!!i need my beauty sleep...huk huk huk...oh, did i tell u we detouring a bit?yup, the flight was to kota bharu...when we arrive n trying to get out of the airport, got stuck by a bunch of ppl eagerly menyambut tun mahathir coming for the trial of the case him got sprayed by nik sepiah?(yup, i was there too!!). after dat, another 3 hours of taxi ride...by the time we reach home, i was flat out...home!!!my bed!!!my pillows!!!

all n all, it was a great trip..a 5 days turn 6 days trips...been to many places, seen many things, learning new stuffs...i juz love travelling!

there goes the last holiday

this is like a very long due update
lotsa lotsa things happen since i last here
i was home for a week for raya
my mum dh hepi2 i bley blk awal
-jadi mangsa kena kukus kek lapis lagi la aku thn ni-
me, my mum n my sis went crazy wit baking n kukusing
my dad is obsessed wit cleaning da haus
and my bros all glued to ps2 and online games!
tgk la penat nyer main game smpai tertido atas kerusi
ish ish ish *geleng kepala*



gonna miz all these excitingness of raya preparation next year
raya was sam-o sam-o
no raya trip again tis year
2 years in da row....
kuchiwa guer...
sob sob sob
back in kl
-still in the raya mood-
seremban visit, mock osce, cns eoc awaits
i'm burning out here n so not in mood for anything
tp ade org tu pandai sgt memujuk so i went to watch flushed away after cns eoc
*thanks awak cheer me up!*
then health issues crap start n entering it's 2nd week tis monday *sigh*
then another 2 weeks before another eoc
n 3 weeks of study break
n then the
big dreaded eos 5
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhrkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
*choking n turning blue*

life miracle

berita gumbiraaaaaaaa everibodi!!!!!

hamster kitaorg dh beranak pinak
3 ekor lagi tp sekor dh mia?
so tukar name hamster dr ham-ham kepada mami ham n papi ham
baby2 tu lak bg name baby ham
nk kate cute x leh la yer
hairless n so tiny n pinkish n frankly geli geleman
selamat dilahirkan last monday
x tau pon mami ham pregnant
sedar2 dh beranak
bila mase diaorg bercoitus? *hurm*
patutla mami ham garang semcm jer
suka gigit2 org pastu hyperaktive x bertempat
hormonal imbalance la tu *paham paham*
si papi ham lak sedative giler
smpaikan kitaorg gelar dia dayus
asik duk dlm umah jer
exercise mls, mkn tido jer keje
my fren ckp typikel laki mlayu la tuh *no offence yah!*
aihhh ham ham mcm2....